A fire without a flame is like an artist without a muse

Having a muse is not like having a wife, husband, boyfriend, or girlfriend; it’s completely different, it’s something much more chaotic and unconventional, it’s something that the ancient Greeks would refer to as the goddesses whom would inspire the creation of literature and the arts, a metaphorical rose stem that leads to producing the beauty through softly passionate knowledge that graces the mind of the artist; a muses affluence and companionship with the artist is the key to unlock the good life for the artist, the energy of the muse is a crystal clear compass that only views accuracy in pointing to the direction of ecstasy. She is just a gorgeous goddess that simply inspires…

Not knowing and understanding the reasons behind vanishing acts, of a muse, can be as if you are falling from a plane without a parachute opening, not even opening, just jumping without one wrapped around your back, holding your tightly lit beliefs, it can be scarier than the feeling of sinking slowly underwater, wanting but not knowingly how to swim up to grasp for your breath, for the air that inspires you to live, love, and create.

You can sit and ponder, with circles running constant laps within your mind, but truly focusing on your heart, only to contemplate untrue ideas that cause you to be emotionally unsound in such a loud violent way, that you just don’t want to believe, you force yourself with conscious attempts to close such passage ways that seem to be all so moist with desired inspiration but for some fucking reason, you just can’t seem to shut those doors, you wish your muse was like a simplistic fictional organized religion but it’s not that simple, as a muse is so much more powerful than god, so much harder just to tell yourself I don’t believe…a muse is the beat to your heart

But know one every talks about what if the muse doesn’t want to be the muse anymore, what if the flame doesn’t want to be apart of the fire anymore, and the flame just vanishes from the fire…does the fire have die, what does the artist do now, without the consistent blessing of the goddess? I think I may have missed this part in Greek studies…. what do you think, or maybe last night was just a bad idea…


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How to Talk to Your Crush Casually

If you're planning on trying to talk to that person you have a crush on, these tips might be helpful.

1. Approach him/her calmly and use a simple conversation starter such as, "Hey, do we have math homework?" or "Hey what's up?" Talk to them like you would talk to your friends, only not in an offensive way.
2. If he/she responds, continue the conversation naturally. Let it end naturally, don't be worried about awkward pauses.
3. When it does end, depending on the conversation, say something like "Thanks" or "Talk to you later."
4. If he/she doesn't respond, they are probably not interested in you. While you could keep trying, the best option might be just to move on.
5. If you do want to keep trying, don't get on their nerves. Then they really won't want to be with you.
6. If the conversation is going okay, like with some smiling on his/her part and he/she is putting effort into the conversation (like talking at least a little--some guys aren't big on talking and some people -- girls and guys -- are shy until you get to know them well), be sure to say something like "Hey, my name is _______. What was your name?" and then leave. This will give them a name to put with your face and think about it, he or she has to know your name before they can really dream about you!
7. Make sure to not chicken out; it only becomes that much harder to you. Have faith.(:

tips

• Take a breath mint before talking to him/her. You don't want them to think you have terrible breath. (they will probably be turned off).
• Girls, don't apply too much make-up, you won't look as good and he might be turned off by it.
• Also, try to smell nice! It's all about the pheromones. If you smell sweet, their knees be weak. If you're not into perfumes/cologne, just put on deodorant. Just make sure you don't put on too much.
• The first time is usually the hardest. Each time you talk to that person after you break the ice, it will become easier and easier. Eventually, they should approach you as well.
• Girls, don't act preppy around them, that only turns them off...
• Talk about something that interests both of you. If one of you are bored with the conversation, it will probably not be a very good conversation.
• If you are a straight guy, don't look at her boobs. Look at her no lower than her chin.
• Never lose self respect. Never do anything that your not 100% comfortable with doing!
• Always look your best, especially for a first impression.
• Remember not to be too mean when you tease.
• Never tell a lie to make yourself look better; chances are they will end up finding out the truth about you and think you're a compulsive liar.

warnings

• The person you have a crush on may have a boyfriend or girlfriend. If this is the case, talk to them, but don't be too bold and ask them out, unless you want their partner to become very upset at you. If you let them see the good qualities in you, they may consider dumping their partner and giving you an opportunity.
• Be careful how and when you let them know that you like them. Don't be too bold. Basic flirting should get the job done to let them know that you are available.

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breakfest dec 20 2008

good morning

hear the mutters of a young child behind me in an unfamiliar dialect of some unfamiliar language all while thinking about the hard times of indie filmmaking.

what is this all for? i am waking up at the crack of dawn to go to the post office to send out quote on quote screener copies of love sick diaries to some quote on quote distribution companies

oh my lord this child diaper needs to be changed a few stops back

Interesting day

so today has been a very interesting with dim sum with my good friend rj and one of my muses thai. Now off to an xmas dinner with a great group of friends and I finally saw one of my favorite ppl angie trinh , my favorite person actually. Http://www.tenantplus.com is back up and running so if you need to find an apt this is the site. I will head to the masumi max shw after ....yes finally stepped away from the computer

Intense week

a company that I am part owner in http://www.tenantplus.com server crashed and godaddy was a pain in the ass to deal with is now back online thanks to lil vlad , big vlad, tim p and myself mike ahuja

good nite

Technology and Love: Text Message Relationships and Text Sex (Entry 1)

Technology and Love: Text Message Relationships and Text Sex (Entry 1)







Moving further and further away from the typical norm of dating in the fashion of taking either a girl or a guy out on a romantic dinner and than to the movies only to hope that the night ends with an embrace of your lips. We are moving further and further into the world of not just online dating but text message relationships. The interesting thing behind this is that both individuals have each other’s phone number but for some social preference, we choose to text rather than speak. Some studies show that people are afraid of speaking with their voice because that it might propel the relationship to terminate sooner than later. The interesting thing is that moving from sending messages on myspace to text messaging one another, not even ever meeting face to face it is possible to develop a very co dependent like emotional and mental connection. Let’s just say I know first hand and now after 2 years roughly should I take that plunge in meeting with this person or just let it continue for what it has been. What would you do? Relationships glued together by technology when in the area of sex, well this can be very erotic. Yes the physical component is not there in front of you but if you use your mind, you can see and believe everything. Sending text messages back and forth as each other pleasure themselves is becoming so much more common. It is creating a connection that can not go beyond the screen on your phone but this disconnecting attitude in the end makes you use your mind more than if you were laying naked on a bed together. I will go into more complex opinions on this in the next entry but for now I would love to get your feedback on my question.







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